Wednesday, March 05, 2008;
12:09 AM

My cute Dear with Min min in sch uniform
1 question:
Am i still that mr nice guy that i was??? I dun feel the same.... Feeling myself drift further and further away of what i deem as being nice. Anyways, what is the definition of being nice? Haha i dunno. Have been feeling a stress within me recently... Felt as if i had a split personality... its either that, or my mood swings have been more frequent recently.... wanted to go for a haircut today. Apparently, Summer saloon is not open on Tuesday. Wanted to HMV to get Muse's new live performance DVD, apparently HMV is not ordering that dvd. Wanted to go pei dear dear, apparently she has to work on her composition which have to be submitted soon. I dunno but today is not a very smooth day for me. Everything seems to be taking a turn for the worst. Mayb that have caused me to be disillusionised. Went Speedy, played DOTA, edited the compo. Dear dear sounded so tired..... Guess i am complaining alot today but today was a wierd day for me.... It all started out so well and now i am all shagged...... Is this what i can do when i dun haf work? If that is the case, i would have rather worked.... Pray tml will be a better day.
Jealousy is feeding on me. i have to stop it before it becomes an obstacle.... GOD, I NEED YOU!!!! Love is selfish? guess so in my case....
I am so sorry will try to change myself to not hurt you.... i love you dear!
♥