Sunday, March 09, 2008;
12:49 AM
Feeling so much better i emo-ed thru the time that i was working. Guess i must learn to give you the freedom. I know that i am not a very good dar. But i will try my best ok? Thanks for being so understanding. Many of the knots in my heart have been untied. Feeling so much more relaxed now. Dear, after meeting you for a short while today, you lighten me up by so much.
Anyway, today is the first time i went back to service after such a long time.. Quite refreshing.. Sat with the RP group. enjoyed the sermon though i din last thru the 3rd point.... haha but its not my fault wor..... Many people fell asleep too though most of them lasted longer than me... Anyways, i am sorry guys that i couldnt have dinner with you guys.... The meeting dragged too long le. As in the Acts 2 de meeting.
Went to Serangoon to meet Dear after my service. Not only were you not angry with me, you keep apologizing to me... I feel so guilty cuz in the first place, its my fault not giving you the freedom that you deserve. I will from now on, allow to make the decisions on when to meet although if you want me to confirm the place, i would but the time and day will be up to you. This is so that i will not give you any stress. I LOVE YOU and i want you to stay happy. I am so sorry about last week. Lets not bring it up again.
My schedule for next week:
Monday - working at nite
Tuesday - off
Wednesday - off
Thursday - full shift
Friday - off
Saturday - working in the morning
Sunday - full shift
Dear, this is for you if you need it to plan any meet ups... Let me know after you plan... Will try to make it for you... Cuz you are the top priority in my life, no matter how i say you are not, you are... Love you...
Counting down to my Macbook pro, 7 days
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Dear to pass 'O' Levels with flying colors
Have a new laptop