Challenging myself. I guess i must learn to let go of stuff that are uncontrollable. Almost lost myself to emotions today. Guess its a pendulum effect ba.
My day started with a bloody headache... When i was about to go out, there was damn heavy rain.... Got drenched slightly even though i have got an umbrella. Wanted to go for hair cut today again and there was a new notice. Summer Salon is closed from 5th-10th of March.... At least now i know.... Looking forward to my Macbook Pro... most prob mid march can get according to my dearest mommy. :P
Kinda got very moody when i saw the red recording file at Otaku house today. haha for those working there, you would know what is that. Very bad today... Luckily things did pick up on my shift. Here comes the disappointment that got me moody for quite some time or at least, almost wrecked my day.... Xue Yan says that she has dance on 6th March, our 2nd month anniversary.... As i said it almost wrecked my day.... however, as i said, i have learnt to let go of things that are uncontrollable. Thank you Dear for helping me to conquer my emotions. Changing myself. "Unconditional Love" i am perfecting this but i am still a human and i cant perfect this. However, to the best i can, i will give.
Moral of the day: Life is full of unexpected. Things will only get worst when u expect the better, therefore, start each day expecting the worst.
You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there
It's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter
But you feel so far away
And I can't lie
But every time I leave
My heart turns grey
And I wanna come back home
To see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever
You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around
I see your face
The thing I miss the most is
Waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes
Man, I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie
But every time I leave
My heart turns grey
And I wanna come back home
To see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
(I can wait forever)
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait forever
I know it feels like forever
(Feels like forever)
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home
To feel your touch
It makes it better
(Makes it better)
Till that day
There's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it
(I just can't take it)
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait forever
(I can wait forever)
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait forever
(Wait forever)
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
(I can wait for the day, 'cause you're gonna come back to me now)
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
Happy 2nd month anniversary to the both of us.... The sweet moments will always remain in my heart. There are times when i am insecure/jealous. Am i overdoing it? Controlling.... God don't make me overly possessive......
Dear to pass 'O' Levels with flying colors
Have a new laptop